Saturday, March 26, 2011

I CAN'T DEAL...

...with the plastic bag that was left on the floor after he put the milk and lettuce in the fridge.

...with the potholes he drives over EVERY single time knowing I am very pregnant and uncomfortable.

...with the cars that are constantly honking us because of his imprudent lane switches.

...with his glaring at me when I yelled, "watch out, you almost hit that pedestrian" when he was going full speed ahead at the old lady with the cart in the Shoprite parking lot.

...with the conversation he was having with his friend about how some "people" (code for "women") have the full package; not sure what the implications are for me, but coming from someone with a non-existent package, who is he to talk!

...with the diapers he throws all over the room, without placing it in the Diaper Genie, and then not bothering to empty the Diaper Genie the few times he actually puts a diaper in there.

...with how he is so oblivious to what gets cleaned, broomed, vacuumed or washed around here. I shouldn't be doing half of the things I'm doing so close to my due date.

...with his blatant disregard for the fact that I'm pregnant in the first place! Forget chivalry, this guy does ABSOLUTELY NOTHING in the way of putting in an extra hand where I can't.

...with how he takes his cell phone with him every where he goes. It has nothing to do with jealousy, as it does with the fact that he wonders why his cell conks out as often as it does and at his disregard at how he ALWAYS runs up our shared minutes, knowing he isn't contributing a cent to the bill!

...with how he always comes first...in his book, it's HE before SHE!

...with HIM. It's to the point where I don't care if he's here or not here...it really doesn't make a difference. I feel like a single parent 99% of the time anyway. All he does is mumble and grunt at me, we have no meaningful conversations and 99% of my interaction in the home is with my children.

When I give birth to this baby, I don't even care for him to be in the delivery room. He hasn't been here for me throughout this whole pregnancy, so there is absolutely no need for him to be in the hospital. I would much rather be there with people who actually care about me and my well being.

Simply put, I feel as if I can no longer deal!!!